What do i do im seing things and feeling things ?!im seeing spiders everywhere although i know they arent rea?

im seeing spiders everywhere although i know they arent real i feel them on me too although i know they arent there i cry andscream untill morning and then have to get outta the house. my mom doent care and just grounds me even though i am probably a walking psycho. she takes away all the important things in my life too also think i have ocd and depression and bipolar cu my parents had that and so does my sister but my mom wont take me to counsiling and only cares about herself i always tell her these thingsss and she grounds me and takes away my only time with friends ): help what do i do to make this all stop ?